So far I've started out with so many calories, thanks to my mom making me eat breakfast.  I never eat breakfast. 
2 slices of toast (no crust) - 64
Grapes - 34
Butter - 20
EDIT: Lunch -
Purged half of a chicken chimichanga (60% of calories) - 172
Juice - 100
So far I have 390 calories in.  I have 210 left to use today.  That's going to be hard because my mom's gonna make me eat dinner.  Ugh.  School days are so much fucking easier, I never have to eat breakfast or lunch. 

Homecoming's in 6 days.  I found a BEAUTIFUL dress (in my disgustingly messy room, but I cleaned it yesterday!):


I just wish it looked beautiful ON me.  
Going with my amazing boyfriend. 
Not sure EXACTLY what we're doing for it though.  Might be going out to eat with some friends?  I don't know. 
But since I'm going with him I'm going to have an amazing time.  <3 
He's used to the fact I don't eat much, because he thinks I have upset stomachs (which is very true, by the way). 
He wants me to come to his house afterwards.  I don't know how I'd get home though.  But we'll figure it out. 

Didn't get either choir position I ran for either.  =/

My name is Brittney.  I'm 14, and I live in Wisconsin.  I have an eating disorder, and have had one for almost a year.  Diagnosed as bulimic, but I know that I have definite anorexic tendencies.  But, further or do, I'm very open with my eating disorder on the internet, and visit many different sites, but not the typical religious cult-like eating disorder lifestyle thing.  (For example, here is a website that I might go to: http://houseofthin.com/ and then a website I would not go to: http://www.freewebs.com/anorexia/ )  I firmly believe that you CANNOT magically get an eating disorder by going to the other ED sites.  Therefore, you don't need tips and tricks for your ED.  It's not gonna work. 
But, please do not judge.  This is who I am. 
Either way, I typically eat under 600 calories (unless I binge). Typical day for me would be:
~Breakfast: None
~Lunch: None usually (sometimes maybe a cookie or a pack of fruit snacks)
~Dinner: whatever my mom makes  
Course, being bulimic, I binge often.

Buttttttt, besides all the ED stuff, I love singing, writing, drawing, and dancing.  I used to take dance classes, but quit (due to my ED saying I wasn't good enough).  I've taken ballet, lyrical, jazz, hip hop, and tap, and lyrical is my definite favorite with ballet a close second.  I didn't really like tap. 
In choir, I'm a mezzo soprano, and ran for vice president and historian for treble choir (find out on Thursday who gets it).  But, choir's a huge part of my life, and I love it. 
Writing, I write poetry and short stories, and often start writing novels but I'm just not able to finish it!  Maybe one of these days I'll come up with an idea I can stick with. 

Anyway, that's really all about me that you need to know for now.

[[Stats...<3]]
Height :: 5'3''
Current weight :: 105 lbs.
Highest weight :: 122 lbs.
Lowest weight :: 104 lbs.
Goal weight 1 :: 100 lbs.
Goal weight 2 :: 95 lbs.
Goal weight 3 :: 90 lbs.  
Current BMI :: 18.6